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С​о​н​м

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1.
Doctor Hello, doctor. I am so tired of being a marionette And would like to become a puppeteer I am so bored of being useless Hello, doctor. I don’t want to be a puppeteer anymore These string are cutting my wrists Teach me how to become useless again Hello, doctor. I am so tired of being cheerful And would like to become intelligent To be able to see fractals in this chaos Hello, doctor. I don want to be intelligent anymore And would like to have some fun Infect me with happiness today Infect me, heal me Infect me, oh I am so useless Hello doctor. I am bored of being a corn. And would like to become an orange. So tired of being useless. Hello doctor. I don’t want to be an orange anymore Everyone tries to rip off my skin Teach me how to become useless Teach me, Infect me Heal me, oh I am so useless
2.
A crate Word combination “yashchik slivy” (a crate of plums) in Russian sounds very similar to “ya shchastlivy” (I am happy). I am happy like nobody else I am happy like nobody else I am happy like nobody else Crate of plums, crate of plums I am happy like nobody else Since I am nobody I am a crate of plums like nobody else Crate of plums, crate of plums I am happy like nobody else Since I am nobody I got out of the washing machine And I am watching it from aside I would never become wiser In my fleeting life And even if my shoes would get wet I’d keep walking on water And my free will Makes me clean Birds shit Out of the cuckoo clock Every day I am washing my hair and not sniffing glue Stopped screaming at pigeons Was trying hard to become better And became nobody
3.
Samsara You are rushing there, where someone would love you Would hug you and then forget you forever You rush there to eat your soup with a fork To be a pencil and become pencil shavings (Bleistift-Späne) To become the best rat in a rat race Dreaming of cheese To think a lot of clever thoughts And convince yourself that your life is meaningful You would become old and beaten up by samsara You are just a fleeting fog But you would rush there again You are looking for a nicer place To build your house of cards Search for a new source of inspiration Just to kill time You rush there to make important things Endure the sadness of your dreams falling apart Buzz like electric current in the wires Seriously consider yourself being half God While being a rat That runs in the wheel And you rush there again You hated that thing that was your destiny, Your body was tired of wandering and you had fallen down exhausted
4.
Wanderers Everything will become nothing Everything will become nothing by the morning So let’s keep on moving west To stop sun from rising We are flipping through newspaper Pages flatter on the wind They had forgotten us We were on the road for too long Like strings of a giant guitar Those electric wires escape into the horizon Will try to smoke all of the remaining cigarettes Until sun rises Everything will become nothing Everything will become nothing by the morning So let’s keep on moving west To stop sun from rising Like leaves, like leaves on the wind Insane thoughts are flattering We are just children just naive children Born to fill in the void We are clowns, the clowns that have escaped the circus Had been tired of entertaining the crowd We prefer questions over answers And are waiting for silence to come That hour when we unlearned to think Was the best this year. We will keep on pretending being good And will definitely fool God
5.
Ideal song I’ve been entering though exit and exiting through entrance Have been making simple things complicated Have been bad at burning bridges Have been blaming moon for not being yellow enough Have been in romantic mood and got under time pressure Have been blaming time for being endless Haven’t been thinking about tomorrow Have been doubting my own perfection Chorus: In order to write an ideal song I became ideal myself One-two, here is the rhyme to those words (this does rhyme perfectly in Russian) Have been pretending being important and busy Have mistaken insignificant things for significant Have been drinking out of puddle, bending over backwards, consuming too much oxygen Have truly believed that one can truly believe in something 
 Have been getting older and growing veggies Have been sure about my own sophistication Didn’t like to leave my coat in the cloakroom Have been blaming others for being unreliable

6.
Oq | Ок 04:41
Oq You've squeezed yourself like a lemon but spilled out the juice You were praying, but your stone idol (Hühnergott) has kept silent You will never die, never die Because you do not live You’ve heard that spring was coming but were not able to check it Since you’ve been glued to a screen by electric God And you will never understand, never understand That you do not live You drank all the bad wine but were not able to doze off You are chosen to aimlessly flow like a sand Like you were never born and will never die And you do not live You were tirelessly barking at the wrong tree You are a victim of your dreams’ anxieties But you will never die, never die Because you do not live

7.
The Copies Since I am not allowed To lick dishwasher tabs anymore How do I survive another weekend In this silence of spider webs We are just pale copies of those real people Whom we never become We are just pale copies of those real people Copy us again Since I am not allowed to blame eternity That every day lasts for years I would become mystical And only my shadow is going to be eating my lunch Since I am not allowed to bite the bait On this sharp hook I would pretend not being hungry And will gnash my teeth in silence
8.
My friend (The void) I am swallowing my fears while cooking dinner My friend, the void, is hungry But I am just tasteless, useless and tired And fed up with my thoughts Planning to live for thousand years My friend hasn’t smoked for a while And I am anxious, lyrical and tired Too late for my train Stop slowing me down Stop slowing me down On my way nowhere Towards my friend - the void Losing tracks of boring conversations My friend, the void, knows the secret That I am hypocritical, cynical and tired And just do not care at all Car is moving, leaving a trace My friend is next to me, a blinding light I am uncertain and dozed off And there is no way back
9.
Was listening to the snow falling And watching mountains stand in silence Was thinking that I am equally empty And equally future Buddha Have seen the rain getting soaked And have heard grass growing One day I taught birds to fly One million years ago when I was five I am delighted and empty Nothing bothers the sea Have been waiting all my life For it to never begin again Have heard the night coming And seen leaves rustle While I was teaching bees to buzz Trams were getting bored by their lives Have seen forest sleeping And heard fog flying Have been teaching stones to be silent And laughed in the clover field afterwards
 I am delighted and empty Nothing bothers the sea Have been waiting all my life For it to never begin again

about

сонм [sɔnm] = crowd
сон [sɔn] = dream

For those who prefer questions over answers
Committed to eating soup with a fork
Chosen to be useless

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released January 7, 2021

All songs written and performed by mesto 0
mesto 0 is Alec, Arndt, M♥x, Tom

Recorded in July 2020 at Baracke 5 e.V. in Ilmenau
Mixing and mastering by mesto 0

Special thanks to:
Boltzplatz Records, Glitter McJitter, CR#ZY, Jimmy Clitfingers and Olga

Olga, get well soon!

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